Matt's here.

He is not one of those guests that stresses me out. Maybe that means I am just a bad host. Who knows.

But then again, nor did Lars stress me out, nor did Kalin.

So possibly- this isn't some strange new phenomenon that he isn't stressing me out.

Mark gets here Sunday. I am looking forward to that-- the sad part is this: he is coming right as I am leaving/ working extreme hours in Chicago.. What do you do?
We will have a lot of fun when I get back. mark's a good time.

I can't wait til my windows are trimmed out. They are driving me crazy in the head. I want to put up curtains. Does this mean I am boring, once again, possibly?




I hate hate hate when guys say stuff like "he is just being nice because he is trying to get with you" Well you tell me this-- if not then-- then WHEN is someone going to treat you well. Is a guy supposed to be a little mean to you when he likes you so as to avoid the appearance of impropriety? Stupid. I say, treat a girl like a lady when ever you can-- and then people won't be shocked when you do?

I put a log in my fire place that is too long for the opening. So part of it is sticking out. this is not safe. I only write this to make a record of this one instance, non-habitual form of stupidity that you might know that am watching it like a hawk-- and would never advise doing this some other time.

I am not writing anything beautiful or meaningful.

Happy Sabbath.