you know the storm.

You know the storm comes when it is still. I can always sense it.

People say that's because I am a pessimist. But I tell you this. I don't know anyone who has more faith and hope than myself. But I sense it.

kind of like my horses sense fear and buck betsy off over and over and over again.

Life is funny.
Isn't it funny how you can make all the right decisions-- do everything right and not win. So it leads you to believe that you might as well make bad decisions and win. WIN!!!!

Win what? a loss of self respect and an STD?

Ha.

I'm going to sit in my office until everyone leaves. Just sit here.

I got a custody case. I think it is the start of me taking low income cases... and making a living and experience one case at a time.

There is a funny feeling of confidence that comes with going to court on Monday.. having someone give me a case 2 hours later. It is knowing that I could be fine. Just by myself. Fine.

All fine so long as people keep making themselves miserable with bad decisions... or poor choices. I could be fine.