Oh life... or death

I feel cold and skinny.
Down to 105.
My face looks pale.
My arms are small. I am weak.
I have felt sick for a long time.

Sleep, tired, anxious, stressed, not up for things etc.

Have been nauseous and not wanting to eat for 2 days.
Went to urgent care yesterday.
Said I have Gerd (acid reflux). The nurse said that I shouldn't stay alone. That made me feel safe.

Made another apt. today. I just want to be ok. I am sick of feeling sick. I am sick of worrying. I am sick of my chest feeling tight and hurting.

I am sick of the random pains in my legs and arms. Or right now the sharp pain in my ring finger.

Feeling cold.

I want to go to bed and stay there. For hours to days to months.

I guess that's that. I need to get something done.

I just want to be OK.

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