He's so sweet and good.
Just good. I know this is one of those gross things you don't want to read. Because it seems too .... mushy.
I think I couldn't do any better..... and I certainly could have done SO MUCH worse. Like, think about the bullets I've dodged. Or at least 2.
Between Jon and Matt I had some really close calls with horror. That's for sure. It's funny how that happens. How everything you don't stand for becomes your boyfriend. Like the lazy guy who never works and drinks coffee and talking about liberal politics because he is too lazy to actually foot any of the tax bill that he thinks is a great idea. Or the alcoholic who's family play drinking games on Christmas eve. Or the guy who can't open the Machine Shed door and thinks that getting dirty is a crime... but still had the dirtiest apartment I've ever seen. I catch myself wondering WHAT I could have possibly been thinking...
The dangerous part of dating someone who you know is a bad idea... is that the easiest time to get out is before it starts. Once you get going with someone-- you start to defend them. Even if you think you shouldn't defend it.
You say things like, "education isn't that important anyway..... so what if he drinks every night.. at least he has a job.... I like him, he is an artist.. I don't mind supporting him... Well, everyone is entitled to sow their wild oats."
Like I told Alana in a secret e mail before she married curtis... ... nevermind.
Matt is good and perfect for me.
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